
I AM CERTAINLY FINDING IT TO BE VERY COUNTER-CULTURAL
and often seems to be a road we have to switch to even if no one else understands.
These people make a big show of saying the right thing, but their hearts aren’t in it . . . so I am going to step in and shock them awake, astonish them, and stand them on their ears.—Isaiah 29:14, Eugene Peterson translation
I'm not quite sure how that quote from The Message applies but it came to mind after I entered the title of this post. So there it is.
I submitted a thread a few weeks ago over on The Shack Forum asking a question about one of the main themes of the book.....Freedom. What is freedom?
Papa pretty early on asks Mack if he thinks he is free to leave the shack which then leads to this:
"Or, if you want to go just a wee bit deeper, we could talk about the nature of freedom itself. Does freedom mean that you are allowed to do whatever you want to do? Or we could talk about all the limiting influences in your life that actively work against your freedom. Your family genetic heritage, your specific DNA, your metabolic uniqueness, the quantum stuff that is going on at a subatomic level where I am the always-present observer. Or the intrusion of your soul's sickness that inhibits and blinds you, or the social influences around you, or the habits that have created synaptic bonds and pathways in your brain. And then there's advertising, propaganda, and paradigms. Inside that confluence of multifaceted inhibitors," she sighed, "what is freedom really?"
Without a doubt this has to be at the very top of the list when it comes to things that have occupied my mind over the past 30 months. It also happens to be one of those things I have found most people not wanting to talk about or not wanting to personally face. When it was for freedom that Christ set us free, it just seems stunning to me that even amongst Christians it is something that is rare to find.
Since I made the post about freedom on The Shack forum back on October 1 it has been viewed about 150 times but no one has touched it. Is there anyone that drops in here that wants to take something from that excerpt from The Shack and share how freedom is becoming real in your life and maybe what had been standing in the way of freedom?
I myself will begin with something that more than likely would fall under soul sickness that inhibits and blinds, and had this not been exposed in me to where I could no longer deny it, I really don't know if anything would have changed in me. I had to be in control which actually turned out to be a big fat illusion/lie. I wasn't in control of anything and never had been.....I was just an obnoxious know-it-all who had a much better plan than everyone else because I had it more together than anyone else. That turned out to be a big fat illusion/lie also. Now that sounds funny in light of yesterday's post and what began to happen in my life once I owned up to that soul sickness/inhibitor/blinder. To explain how wonderful this freedom feels is really impossible. But that is what I would point to as the beginning of freedom in Christ in my life and surprisingly it happened 17 years after what I had assumed was a serious dedicating of my life to Jesus.
Freedom turned out to be something totally different than the verbal dedicating of my life to Jesus and the religious training that immediately began once I made that dedication and the religious mind that it formed in me. All of those things were a strengthening of the soul sickness.
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Intersting that no one has touched it :)
I might mosey on over and see if I can add my two cents worth adjusted for inflation and stupidity :)
Kent,
I love how you are able to say, in such succinct, short, concise words and phrases just what my heart and mind has been shown by Papa in recent weeks. Man...it's quite amazing to me how we, as brothers and sisters, often are "discovering" some of the same things (almost simultaneously) at the same time! Of course it doesn't always occur, of course, as we are all on our own unique Journeys and are daily having Papa Son Spirit reveal things to us individually. However, there are moments like these, when another brother or sister says or blogs something that the Holy Spirit has been revealing to, me, too...and it brings so much affirmation, clarity, and reality to it!!! This just happened here in your post, Kent...no joke..wow...with what you said here:
"Freedom...I AM CERTAINLY FINDING IT TO BE VERY COUNTER-CULTURAL."
Yet, it's so GOOOD that's it's counter-culture, because I can see so much wrong and evil within the culture. It is incredibly sad.
Yet, at the same time, I know our God, our amazing Father is way bigger than it. His love, grace, relationship and truth is infusing within the Body of Christ and manifests Himself in all His beautiful goodness in it all through the Love that is alive within His remnant reflections of His love.
As well, I can completely relate to having Papa Son Holy Spirit completely turn the tables upon your thinking about control. Boy, was I ever living under the bondage of a complete lie about control. I was a one-upper, I came across as a know-it-all (and unfortunately, sometimes I still do...this is definitely a process Papa will continue to help me de-construct and rid in my way of relating). Yet, my illusion of control -- which that is exactly what it is...an illusion... was such from the Opposer. Control is a LIE. We HAVE no control. However, Father Son and Spirit DO! He's our LIFE-line. What we DO have is Choice....but again, choice is not control. They are two very different things.
Kent, I can so related to your story. More than you can imagine. I just am so blessed, touched and honored with your honesty at baring your life experiences. I am actually in the process of writing a book about my life, which explains much of the growth only Papa Son Spirit has weaved soooo graciously through me over my years. Will I ever get it published? Who knows. I'm certainly not a professional writer. That is for sure. However, would I love my book to eventually be published. Yes. I do think my story can encourage and touch many people's lives and hearts..as I've been through quite a lot of struggles and issues, traumas and pains I believe many people can not only relate to, but be enouraged by God's working out His Love to help me find freedom and live in this freedom today. I'm so aware that it's not MY OWN work/writing, but that God must be "in" the whole book thing, too, which I sincerely desire to walk in His Light and Way. In essence, I'm just going with the flow. Who knows. What is meant to happen, will happen. He'll put doors and bridges in play, if it's all meant to. As for now, I'm just living each day, waking up and doing what Papa places upon my heart. Living in His Love. And that's what I wish to do for the remainder of my life. Listen to what He places upon my heart. Yet, I am already content in him....because I am "being" my life, not "doing" it anymore. That was the Old way of living. The controlling way. I'm a new creation. He lives in Me. I am Papa's daughter. Because of this, I am at peace and content. Nothing could be more good that that. His Love. His Love enabling to love others the best I can.
Anyways, ha ha ha! How I get off on quite the tangents. Thanks again for your post, Kent. It means so much.
Blessings,
~Amy :)
http://amyiswalkinginthespirit.blogspot.com
Sue, that would be fun. I hope your account hasn't been deleted over there.
Amy thanks so much for sharing that. I agree that it is so encouraging hearing about these kind of things happening in people all around the world. I'm still finding though that most people are just down right frightened when it comes to this kind of freedom...so they stay within all of those things (countless manifestations) Papa mentions in The Shack excerpt
Which post was it, Kent?
Sue, just do a word search (What is freedom) if you go there. Funny thing happened while I slept....someone chimed in. :)
How funny is that? :)
Haha. My account had been deleted, actually. It's been a while. I must go back more. Now I am a blogging addict, my forum addictions have depleted :)
purging accounts over on the shack forum that hadn't been used in awhile was a decision made by the moderator. I figured a few of my friends would be deleted because I knew several of the original members of the forum hadn't been there in awhile but that didn't mean that they would never return.
Oh well, blog away instead Sue.
Thanks for sharing your journey, ran across your site over at life stream.
Best
Leonard
ps. this one makes me think, now my brain hurts.
Thanks again.
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