Thursday, November 14, 2013
RETRIEVING WHAT WE'VE LOST
We've caused great damage to ourselves and others, and to the world, as we have severely neglected the inner life. Modern culture has left most people addicted to the external and haunted by a kind of belonging that can never care for the heart nor the soul. It's a way of being that actually causes a crust to form to where after awhile people fall completely out of rhythm with who they are, and oblivious of the immensity that dwells inside them, and inside the others around them, as well as inside all created things. Living in abusive exploitative ways of others becomes the norm and people end up thinking it's normal. When this happens, we are then just left wandering around, unable to sense the very wonder and beauty that is necessary for this life to make any sense and to carry any real meaning. When marooned in such a barren wasteland it becomes impossible to maintain any sense of graciousness and gentleness. It leaves people full of such devastating frustration that leads to a self absorption/self-preservation and produces a pain that can't help but go shooting out in all directions in all kinds of destructive/unhelpful ways.
Until we as individuals make the personal choice to step out of the misdirection, nothing will change. We'll just go on and on feeling frustrated and empty and eventually hopeless and blaming everything external for our problems, when it was ourselves that made the choice to focus on the external, thinking that arranging it all in a way that we thought would make us happy, would make us happy. This script has always failed. It has never made people happy nor produced peace in one's life.
One thing I have come to believe is that beauty has never left us. We left beauty by running off from where life is found and settled for something that promises us something it can never deliver. And in that space we lost touch with our native ability to recognize beauty and to live well. Each of us, ourselves, are the only ones that can change this situation for ourselves. Until we return to a way of being that nourishes our inner life we will remain confused and blind and will live like we are paupers, when in reality, we are surrounded by astonishing abundance. It is the eye graced by an awakened inner life that can pick up the Beautiful everywhere and then sustain it in a way to where beauty and peace and joy and rest become constant traveling companions.